Have you ever....

wanted something so much it becomes a struggle to be patient?
This, in some respects is how I feel about hijrah..I am a patient person by nature..I have no problem waiting things out.. I have been waiting things out for as long as I can remember...

But I am hungry for Hijrah in a way words can't possibly do justice..and each day i brace myself and tell myself..just get through today and insha'allah you'll be one day closer..Allah of course has it all planned..and it's not for me to fight it, or try to force it to go any faster than it can.. I just have to wait...